what's your thing Miss J?

I have this repeated question playing over and over in my mind. Don't you sometimes wonder if life would be a lot simpler if there aren't so many choices around? Perhaps, it's in many ways self-inflicted but then again, how so can you be sure if you hadn't decided amongst all alternatives?

I feel drained. Maybe it's the age. Or who knows, a by-product of all the stories I've been told lately. Horrible men (Sorry!), broken marriages, money woes, miscarriages, unsupportive families...

Yet underneath it all, way below my stubbornly strong exterior, I feel crumbled. Hmm...or do I wish I could go back to the times when I was once all too naive? But then, I would never have met the wonderful people who've come into my life all these years after.

Gonna miss you in BKK babe! A wise woman once said, "You're the only one who can control her strong willed ways". - Don't forget that!

Life is hard and definitely tough. It gets worse without your loved ones. So, in my very own words, "Chin up babe! Things can only get better!"

Valentine's round the corner. Hmm no concrete plans per say. If I had a choice, it would just be spending time with my loved one. Quality time spent would definitely something to be treasured right this moment.

Question stands - should I or should I not? I think I need a run to clear my head...