mind over heart

I couldn't sleep last night. It was a shift of sorts - drifting in and out of slumber...

Isn't it miraculous that even with a mortgage, a job that pays more which equates to greater deliverables, daily politics and mind games with the average human being, coupled with the four years that have passed...your shadow still lurkes in my heart.

Maybe it's just the imprints that you left behind which I can never fully relieve myself of. I was so young then. Footprints in the sand...I guess it's only human.

We've embarked on different journeys now. And the world is full of so many more different assumptions now. But I won't go running back again. I was so young then.

It took so long and so much help to pull me back up on track all these years.

And with 3 members of the family in Chicago now for J's convocation, and another 1 member of the family in Melbourne Australia, I feel like I've lost my voice, even if it was just for a fortnight. Doesn't quite make any sense, does it?





Yes I'm working even harder to reach even more of my dreams...suppose this is but the beginning...never say never, never say impossible, there's always a way about everything. I revamped the home single-handedly in less than a fortnight within a budget of Sgd 7,500 (approx Usd 5,000) and its pictures made their way into a local decor mag. One of my best achievements to date...and now it's back to the daily tolls in life...

Happy Easter